lost

• alien | r | juliet, ben
  "This is the logical next step," Ben says, but you don't see anything logical about it.
• and these shadows keep on changing | r | shannon-centric
  There are ways to commit suicide without actually dying.
• bereavement | pg | shannon, sawyer
  What is it with the nicknames, anyway?
• discombobulation | r | shannon
  She had tried.
• evanescent | nc-17 | sayid, shannon
  She thinks, sometimes, usually when she's drunk, that her heart must be black and ugly, like a smoker's lungs.
• five times Shannon fired a gun | pg | shannon, boone, sayid
  It's not like it mattered. Or anyone cared. Whatever.
• living is easier with your mouth closed | pg | shannon, boone, sayid
  She's cold, she's scared, she's cranky, and she's wishing she had brought her eye mask.
• observation | pg | sayid, shannon
  He watches her, because he can get away with it.
• phantasma | pg | sayid, shannon
  It wasn't all a lie, was it?
• when she wakes up | pg | sayid, shannon
  Alternate ending for Abandoned.
• you try to shut them out, but they just get louder instead | pg | sayid, shannon
  Maybe she is a bad person, because she feels her pulse in her wrist and thinks this makes her better than Boone.